Hollywood actress Lindsay Lohan burst into tears while discussing her heartbreaking split from her lesbian lover Samantha Ronson.Lohan, who was dumped by Ronson, said that it was the worst phase of her life."It's absolute hell. The worst night of my life," ‘Us’ Weekly quoted her as saying.Meanwhile, it has also been reported that Ronson has got her house locks changed, and her mother is trying to obtain a restraining order from the police in a bid to keep Lohan out of Ronson’s life."I'm not a bad person and this is what happens. I was raised to treat people well, and I'm so tired of this drama,” Lohan said.She also revealed that she was saddened by the way she had been receiving the flak for her wild behavior, and her failed relationship with Ronson."Everyone's turned on me. I'm a f--king 22-year-old girl who's in love. I felt like I was in Mean Girls, but worse: Mean Girls was a movie," she said.Lohan also laughed off claims that each time Ronson tried to split from her she threatened to kill herself.